I think that when people start over they feel its a bad thing, they feel as if its a failure to have to start over. They feel so sad at starting over and get in a frump.
When I was a child, we moved a lot and we may have stayed in the same state but we did move more than most kids. I feel that I am doing that to the twins and Lord knows I dont want to do that. I am planning on being in Denver and simply staying put for a whole year. It'll be tough but I really want that stability in me and my children's life.
So for me, starting over has never really been a failure, but an adventure to a newer place. I am moving to my final destination right now and in this process I do feel a bit sad, that I couldn't provide well for my kids. I dont want them to know what it feels like to struggle, I dont want them to know that a meal can be missed, or that people really have hard times. Yes, they should know these things and be considerate and humbly, but I dont want them to experience these things first hand.
I am taking another route and going to land in Denver and get my life fully together. Support from my bloggy moms and my friends and family I know this move will no longer feel like a failure, but a great success!
A life of three, a mom and twins. Taking life's journey one day at a time!
Showing posts with label move. Show all posts
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Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Friday, December 31, 2010
New York! New York!
I want to move so badly! I'm the type of person who loves to move and travel. I always wanted to travel: Greece, Rome, Paris, london...yet I had two kids and that went out of the drain.
Right now, I am waiting to hear from a London and New York hotel for jobs. Both are looking for an event specialist and a concerige person. No, I have know clue about New York or London, but I am a quick learner and would love the opportunities to grow. My kids are young enough to be able to move around before school and I can get somewhere comfortable and settle.
Thats one thing I have trouble with...settling. Who can do it? It amazes me that people stay in jobs for years...like 15+. I know most do it because they just do it and I wish that while I was younger my mom would've stayed in one spot, that way I wouldnt want to go any where.
Right now, I am in Colorado and have an urge, a desire to MOVE. I've always wanted to move to New York, since I was 16 years old and then again when I was 18 for NYU. When Sex and The City came to HBO, I got cable just to watch that show.
New York background, the vendors, the lights, the sounds and the action...even the people excited me. I want to move somewhere exciting...I believe thats it! Maybe if I move when I get somewhere like New York or London, the excitement of the city, the rumbling of the city around me, the joy of finding something new everyday...will make me want to settle.
I am a BIG city girl...not this Colorado little city girl. So, my plans are to visit New York in March for my birthday, a gift to me, and then start saving some money for the BIG move...either to New York or London
Right now, I am waiting to hear from a London and New York hotel for jobs. Both are looking for an event specialist and a concerige person. No, I have know clue about New York or London, but I am a quick learner and would love the opportunities to grow. My kids are young enough to be able to move around before school and I can get somewhere comfortable and settle.
Thats one thing I have trouble with...settling. Who can do it? It amazes me that people stay in jobs for years...like 15+. I know most do it because they just do it and I wish that while I was younger my mom would've stayed in one spot, that way I wouldnt want to go any where.
Right now, I am in Colorado and have an urge, a desire to MOVE. I've always wanted to move to New York, since I was 16 years old and then again when I was 18 for NYU. When Sex and The City came to HBO, I got cable just to watch that show.
New York background, the vendors, the lights, the sounds and the action...even the people excited me. I want to move somewhere exciting...I believe thats it! Maybe if I move when I get somewhere like New York or London, the excitement of the city, the rumbling of the city around me, the joy of finding something new everyday...will make me want to settle.
I am a BIG city girl...not this Colorado little city girl. So, my plans are to visit New York in March for my birthday, a gift to me, and then start saving some money for the BIG move...either to New York or London
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